I miss RPing with you and kind of don't want to approach you because you've got so much going on and I sort of still prefer paras and don't want to annoy you. And I know you'll likely say "YOU'RE NOT BUGGING ME" but I've sent in some askbox stuff that always seems to get lost or deleted so I've kind of given up. Still hoping you all the best in 2016 and have no intentions of unfollowing you as I still adore you. Bless you, Annie.
throw your dirt at me before 2016
!!! ok firstly thank you this is so sweet and whoever you are, you’re clearly a lovely person. and mature. and nice. bless you
secondly, i’m not gonna lie, i probably delete more stuff in my inbox than i answer. this might be hard idk but please don’t assume i’m deleting stuff because of you — i’m deleting stuff because of me. as far as i’m aware, i’ve never targeted specific people with my inbox purges, only things that i would struggle to answer bc i’m weak and overloaded af. you predicted it lol — ur not bugging me. i’m sorry u gave up and i wish i could’ve done u better but,, if you wanna try again (or admit who u are) then please don’t be afraid to. love you lots <33
BRODIE’S FESTIVE BIAS LIST.
graphic credit.so in the spirit of festivity and that i hit 800 followers yesterday. i think it’s about high time that i made one of these, don’t you? this is gonna be a little mushy because i am just so appreciative of every single follower i have. even if i don’t interact with you. without you, i wouldn’t be where i am now. i was really worried about joining the dc fandom but after watching the flash, i couldn’t help myself. the temptation too strong and muse too much, i made barry on a whim. here i am today, months later. with some new best friends, some old ones rekindled, and some amazing people following me, showing me support and wishing me well. you’ve supported me through the ups and downs, through the tough and good times. and you’re still here! which is amazing. i honestly can’t thank all of you enough. you’ve been so amazing to me, so welcoming and i’m so thankful for that. though the fandom may be little, we’re plenty. everything that has lead me to this point is because of every single one of you, so please don’t think that i love you any less if you’re not on the list. because i do love all of you. every single one of you. this list was made in no particular order.
the peeps i talk to often!!
@dontdoboyfriends, @notthescarsyoucansee, @im-a-hawker, @flxngoutofspace, @brightestbiochemist, @jesslynshepard, @ghostofaformerself, @sentgraveward, @thedarknesstohislight, @nerffighter, @oliverqxeen, @streetspeakin, @fixestoxm, @dammitqueen, @chcrnaya, @captainofcold, @newfrequencysamecry, @cameoutofabottle, @liasoningdeeks, @ofblankexpressions, @iclearupyourshit, @itsnotflirting, @birdonawiresara, @fiivealarmfiire, @everythingthelxghttouches, @givenpurpose, @birdfromthenight, @poolstorybro, @perditioner, @agentxmorse, @bluejcy, @altruistheart, @fiveyearsalone, @puckisms, @felicitygirlwednesdaysmoak, @notacrabbastian, @gliderofgold, @filioprodigo, @musicallyprcmiscuous, @owedbetter, @nothavepowers, @mothcrpuckcr, @snarkiisms, @unswervingloyalty, @ofdaddyissues, @johnluthcr, @fastestdorkalive, @ofleadershiip, @auburnie, @issuesuntold, @withretribution, @amaziingthea, @lestradabauble, @redbloods
the peeps i wanna talk to more!!
@vitess, @unbeliiever, @sehenwesen, @ofwickedaim, @ofsentencefragments, @motherofasgard, @ofcoldguns, @originalspeedster, @tcmmymcrlyn, @voidtraitor, @selfabsorbedprettyboy, @origixalsin, @burnlikesnow, @kenobic, @unseenmockingjay, @biochemed, @strandedxspeedster, @sonofalsahir, @omnesvoces, @sleeperxgent, @skybornprincess, @brookesmxrt, @madeoutwiththeflash, @porcelain-ashtray, @markpuckermannn, @tcinfinity, @andbeycnd, @countiingthestars, @vibechronicles, @sxdere, @catchingsmoak, @blackpigtails, @iriswect, @bcingnicesucks
I hope everyone has a good day and a good time before the New Years. I hope everyone has a good New Years and enjoys themselves ♥♥
i complain about everything a lot but i just want to let you guys know that i’m like 150% less mean than i seem on here i promise
I don’t even know what to say. I’ve done something similar before, but I’ve met so many awesome people, grew closer to some, and developed huge, amazing verses that make both Noah and me super happy. I want to give a shout out to the people who always make my tumblr experience an awesome one, or generally make me happy.
Special Mention
These are the people I’ve either known for a long long time or regularly talk to ooc. All of you are extremely important to me, and I’m really happy that we met.
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mccallofthewild
Preston. I’ve known you for a damn long time by now, and while we’ve already written on my Stiles blog in the past, things got even better ever since we started interacting on Noah. You are an amazing person, you are really important to me, and it’s not a secret that Noah is ridiculously in love with Scott. This ship seriously sails itself, and I’m so happy to know you.notamailman / firstviceroy
Lays down. I don’t even know where to start. I’m so happy we met. I hope you know how important you are to me, and that I truely consider you a friend. You are kind and patient, sincere and just absolutely sweet. You mean so much to me, and talking to you is a real pleasure. I told you so many times, but I’ll say it again: Your muses are incredible, and you’re easily one of the single most talented people I’ve ever encountered. Never change, you are amazing and appreciated.fxndralthedashing / narcissisticfanger / corpusxdelicti
Moon Moon <3 You’ve become so important to me during the last months. I know I can always count on you, and I hope you know that you can always come and talk to me as well. I appreciate you a lot, you’re an amazing friend and I’m really honored to know you.elenaishuman
KIM. Kim you are such an amazing person. I really, really, really trust you a lot, and I love you to pieces. Noah is so in love with Elena, you know that. You’re easily one of my very best friends, and I love you dearly.thebetatohisalpha / triplicispiralem / hisvirulentblood
I’m pretty sure you’ve been around since the very beginning. No matter where I go, I’ll take you with me, deal? And I’ll obviously always follow you. You’re one of a kind, and I couldn’t imagine tumblr without you.pridefulmorningstar
Nic, you are amazing. That is really all I can say. You’re funny, creative, and you always make my day by simply popping up on the dash. Satan/Noah is easily one of my absolute favorite ships, I’m so invested holy hell (no pun intended). Please never change. I love you.fraxdulenti / laxchra
The dudest dude that ever duded. Do I have to say more? I know you tend to doubt yourself, but you are wonderful, kind and always patient with me. You mean so much to me, and I hope you know that I’ll always be there if you need someone.Deep Blue Sea
Seriously, I adore these people. All of you are so amazing, and writing with you is a pleasure. Please, don’t change, I’m honored to know you.
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Waves
I didn’t have the chance to (properly) write with you yet, but I love seeing you on my dash, and I’d love to get something going on some point. You’re great.
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!!! !!! !!!OK, I literally have no words for how grateful I am for all of you baes. You guys have stuck with me and my shithead of a muse for almost a year (!!! a year!!! in October!!! EEEEEEEEE) Honestly, when I started writing Bobbi, I don’t think I realized just how much I would come to love her (like, she’s my favorite fictional character of all time, now), and it for srs means a lot that you guys would stick through me through all this time. It’s been an honest to god joy playing Bobbi, and I honestly wish that I could find something better to offer you guys than a crappy graphic as a thank you, because you guys are the bees knees.
THE AVENGERS (fuckin’ squad, man. loves of my life, every single one of you.)
romxnov/all of the other blogs that i’m too lazy to tag, whatevermanxitsatrick clintbxrton, fiivealarmfiire, pastyfitz/herteacup, agentclntbrtn, hawwwkeye, whoaguyshailhydra/proofhehasaheart, ofshxeld, francxsbarton, goshilovearrows, brightestbiochemist (forever a part of the ‘i heart kate’ squad), inmoderatus, heyxsailor/whothehellx , chaoticsovereign
THE BITCHSTICKS (near and dear to my heart, you are)
marred-saudade, drfxster, agentxthirteenx, thexspecialist, cxffeineandsarcasm, lostsouldier, papernapkiin, solvingthxpuzzle
THE SIGNATURE KNEE HIGH BOOTS (those people i don’t really interact with, but who i kinda make heart eyes at like all the time, bc like wow look at the hella of your blogs)
motherofasgard, readyforyours, sparkplvg, incxndia, bolshoii, temporarii hexenjager, heromaterial, oftargets, perditioner, paranoxa, hisbestgiirl, drippingredledgers
i liked your post but i do it all the time i do it for attention i feel like i don't fit in ever i am just a fucking attention whore i fucking deserve to die
hey, love. it took me a moment to think about how i can reply to this because – as you can probably imagine – such a devastating message, especially coming from an anonymous source, is difficult to respond to.
let me first just say this: you do NOT deserve to die. tell yourself that every day. look in the mirror and say that to yourself. heck, even write it on your hand so it’s a constant reminder. you don’t deserve to die. even if you don’t believe it at first, i do. tell yourself that annie believes this and she is NOT the only one.
second – and i’m gonna be completely honest with you here – do you know why i really dislike people practising negativity and promoting it? because i used to do exactly the same thing. i used to shout into the void, seeking attention for every negative aspect of my life. and i still do from time to time. and i don’t like it because i know it’s a toxic behaviour. i started it because i saw others do it and eventually it becomes an ADDICTION, viewing every single part of your life from pessimism, feeling sad and lonely and shouting it as though it were an achievement, as though it’s NOT RIGHT to be happy on tumblr.com because nobody else ever is.
it took me far too long to realise that the real hero is the one that can make the best out of a bad situation, the optimist who will give their time to anyone that needs it – and therefore that is the person i became.
this is not to say that if you are in a dark place, you are not brave. i don’t believe that. if you go through every night unable to pull yourself from this endless pit you’ve fallen into, if you can’t find the happiness in a sad situation, you are not a coward. you are not an attention whore for wanting someone to see that you’re hurting and to give you the love you feel you’re lacking.
i know what it’s like to try and see the bad side of every event because if i’m positive then i don’t fit in. i know what you mean.
all i can advise you is to TRY your best to find a positive outlook in any situation. TRY to avoid promoting sadness and loneliness. TRY to give someone a smile instead of a glare. and if sometimes it’s difficult, if sometimes you’d rather wallow in your own unhappiness, TRY to break that habit. drop me a message. look for some positivity for yourself to follow from.
if you’re hurting, if you’re sad, if you feel guilty for always being so negative, just remember this: it’s cool to care about people. it’s cool to smile when someone won’t smile back. and it’s darn brave to tell the world that you won’t let it beat you down, even if you have to try again and again.
stay safe. treat yourself to something nice. smile at your face in the mirror and tell yourself that you’re pretty. and remember, above all else – just because you seek the attention of others in times of need, IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU DESERVE TO DIE. if you need anything from me, then my askbox is always open. <3