i’m ??? really emotional??? about sam and dean winchester?????? and the love they have for each other???????????????? where did this come from

ramblings.[ IT JUST HIT ME LIKE. A TRAIN. ][ I NEED A SAM TO COME PLAY WITH ME. ][ BUT THEN AGAIN WHAT WOULD HAPPEN ][ I WANT DEAN TO JUST GUSH ABOUT HOW MUCH HE LOVES SAM BUT /HE DOESN'T DO THAT/ ][ JUST. UGH/ ]